Katharine McPhee - Say Goodbye

thankyou.

I am so thankful and feel blessed that my day ended so much better than it began.
Realized my car was broken into on my way to work- last night and my wallet was stolen.
Went to the police dept to report it and then got a call saying that my license tag has been revoked.
Came back to work to stuff my face with leftovers only to be made to feel I was being selfish. By Eating Lunch.. my bad.
tonight was good, I will have peaceful dreams and tomorrow is a new day, and will be better.

desert song.

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in the hunger in me
My God is a God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain

I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

And this is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've recieved I will sow

Breakthrough 15 (YouTube).mov

Breakthrough Church Asheville

if

If you only knew. If only.

seriously?

I am constantly, constantly suprised at the way I find that other people perceive me. Am I just blind? Or naive? On just a completely different level? What I do in my life, my actions, my goals...do they mean nothing? It's not like I'm seeking to please or show off to anyone, I am Living my life the way I know how, for God, for my daughter, is that not enough? I find people to console in that I can relate to, smart people, people who share the same values, love God, understand, don't judge, That's the way I want to be seen to people who want to console in me. I have found someone who will listen to me, not judge me, and because of who it is, I am seriously viewed as that? and then when I defend myself I look guilty. What am I supposed to say? Do I care what others think? Or do I keep on living, hurting every day, trying to get past and move forward with my life for Christ alone?
is it wrong to just flat out be shocked at the way I am viewed, when I feel like all I am doing is moving forward with my life, in what I thought was a decent and honest way?

sanguine.

Make me sanguine
Help me genuinely
Kill the doubt that strangles myself worth
Paint the picture that I swore I heard

Spiritless and mean
Ghost that comes between
I will keep my wits about myself
Disregard directions sent from hell

When it brings the gleam
Longer lasting than me
Oh my love but we are bound to die
My heart is broke but you won't hear me cry
Oh my love but we are bound to die
My heart is broke but you won't see me

-The Avett Brothers

the.

When will I let myself stop
being the other person
the other girl
when....
when will I be the priority...
when will I be the one
not the other.

10

10 is the number of the weekend.
10 years. really? REALLY?
can someone please explain how that happened? Because I have no reasonable answer.
thanks
;)