We all need somebody to lean on

The cycle is starting again. I can feel it with everything in me. I get so convinced that my life is good and that I am happy, I get too comfortable, then some how it is all ripped away from me. It's sad to know this feeling so well, that I can sense it before it even sets in. It's almost here though. All the signs. I drove through the mountains yesterday, and had quite a conversation with God. I screamed, cried, begged, questioned, confessed my love for Him, I will not give up my love for the Creator even though He has me so confused and I feel so sick and angry inside. At least this time around, I have God to lean on. Although I do feel like I am leaning and I am going to end up on the ground.