sunken

There's rows and rows of houses
With windows painted blue
With the light from a TV
Running parallel to you

But there is no sunken treasure
Rumored to be
Wrapped inside my ribs
In a sea black with ink

I am so
Out of tune
With you

I am so out of tune
With you

If I had a mountain
I'd try to fold it over
If I had a boat (probably roll over)
You know I'd probably roll over (leave it on the shore)

And I leave it on the shore (leave it for somebody)
I'd leave it for somebody
Surely there's somebody
Who needs it more than me

I am so
Out of tune
With you

I am so out of tune
With you

For all the leaves will burn
In autumn fires and then return
For all the fires we burn
All will return

-Wilco.

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.
-Michael Jackson

...

I have NEVER seen it this dark before.

yes ma'am

You wonder why it is not the same.

It used to be charming.

You say it to others...

It's not so charming anymore.

this day.

Happy Birthday, you.

With out you, my life

oh my life

I can't even think about what my life

would be like

With out

You.

Graphic.

Shit.

Everywhere I look, I am covered in shit.

I am crawling in it

Every single time I think I can see

a glimmer of light

more shit falls in my face.

where is the light?

when will I be able to be free

to see past this mess

and fall into the river

with clean water

washing over me

washing off all of this heavy, smelly shit

that I have been stuck in for so long.

I am crawling,

gasping for air

and I honestly do not see a way out.

Dreamer.

There is a dreamer

in my dreams.


is that normal?

blank.

...

i dont know

where you are

so how can I reach out?

Still.

I am still.

Here.

Stillness

Everywhere.

Waiting...

Is the same as

Not moving,

I want to

I feel

Frozen

therefore

Stillness

Encapsulates

All of me.

please.

I see her face and I cry with happiness.
I see your face and I cry with love and desire.
I wish you could tell me
Everything is going to be ok.
I will take care of you.
Come here, you have my full support
I will help you get back on your feet
When you fall I will be there to catch you
Because I know you would do the same for me.
Come here
Don't worry anymore
There is nothing to fear
You have all of me
and I will take care of all of you

Why can't you tell me that

please...

prioritize.

People.
They are so fucking selfish.
I know,
I'll get to you when
it's convenient for me.
In the mean time,
I'll live my life
the way I want.
I'll include you,
when I want to.
But I'll keep it to myself.
I don't want anyone else to know.
It's cool...
It's all fucking good.

today.

this is depressing.

lyrics.

It's a sad picture

when

someone else gets

what you wanted

again.

oh.

You just can't believe

The Joy i did receive

When I finally got my leave.

And I was going

Home.

pieces.

of me.

are

br
o
ke
n.

shattered.

I can pick them up.

put them back

together again.

but it's not real.

one wrong move

and

crash.

I need my glue.

It's not here.

I know where it is

You know where it is

you have it.

I feel

so

broken.