now?

I'm about ready
for a
SERIOUS
Breakthrough!!

for real.

no.

I don't want to do it anymore.

Hurt.

No more!!!

so.

And so it is...


...most of the time.


but when it's not


what do I do with the emptiness?

me

I don't ask for a lot.
Or do I?
Do I ask for too much?

I suppose I do.

(I'd like to enter some nasty words here but I will restrain myself.)

I will be the best person I can possibly be, that's all I can do.

Real.

When reality hits
it hits hard.
Life is hard.
I try
oh I try so hard to believe
but it still hurts
every inch
every bone
every hair
is hit
by the reality
that is in fact
my life.
Cycles
circles
pieces

it's my life.

Miami

is....

good.

but I'm ready to get back
to the life
I'm starting
over.